For You

I have set aside everything i love, i have saved everything else for you
I cannot decide what this doubt's made of, though i've gone over it through and through
in a book, in a box, high up on a shelf, in a locked and guarded vault
are the things I keep only for myself, it's your fate but it's not your fault

and for every useless reason i know, there's a reason not to care
if i hide myself wherever i go, am i ever really there?

there is nowhere else i would rather be, but i can't just be right here
an enigma wrapped in a mystery, or a fool consumed by fear?

and for every useless reason i know, there's a reason not to care
if i hide myself wherever i go, am i ever really there?

i will give you all i could ever give, tho it's less than you will need
could you just forget if you can't forgive all the things i could not concede?

and for every useless reason i know, there's a reason not to care
if i hide myself wherever i go, am i ever really there?

-Barenaked Ladies
~they say that jesus and mental health are just for those that can help themselves, well what good is that when you live in hell on earth?, the very fear that makes you wanna die, is just the same as what keeps you alive, it's way more trouble than some suicide is worth.~
~i said we're only trying to get us some peace, christ you know it ain't easy, you know how hard it can be, the way things are going, they're going to crucify me~